bostonbrock:

Jiu don’t want to mess with me man. Jiu think Judo but judon’t.

bostonbrock:

Your new years resolution is cute…
3 weeks MMA only. I pick the weights back up next month.

Once at a on base gym a guy asked me something about how/ often I work out. Like what my secret was. I said to him what ever I tell you won’t help. I could tell by his face he thought I was insulting him. Then I elaborated. I said you guys probably work out to like look good or be in shape or  blah blah blah. I mostly do it because I hate myself and everyone else. 
Training is such a humbling experience. You’d think the last thing some one would want to do when they are feeling down is be punch, kicked, choked by someone else. Especially someone else bigger stronger faster and /or more skilled than them.  The pain and exhausting makes someone like me who is severely depressed feel something. Then the rush of endorphins helps get me feel better. After four months of being way from the things that helped make life okay for me. I’m back lifting, running, biking, sparing and climbing.
I guess my point if I even have one is If you are anything like me and you can give and work hard and still get your ass beat by life.  Whats left for life to bully when you are voluntarily kicking your own ass? That phrase “don’t sweat it”  fuck that, sweat it the fuck out literally.

Once at a on base gym a guy asked me something about how/ often I work out. Like what my secret was. I said to him what ever I tell you won’t help. I could tell by his face he thought I was insulting him. Then I elaborated. I said you guys probably work out to like look good or be in shape or  blah blah blah. I mostly do it because I hate myself and everyone else. 

Training is such a humbling experience. You’d think the last thing some one would want to do when they are feeling down is be punch, kicked, choked by someone else. Especially someone else bigger stronger faster and /or more skilled than them.  The pain and exhausting makes someone like me who is severely depressed feel something. Then the rush of endorphins helps get me feel better. After four months of being way from the things that helped make life okay for me. I’m back lifting, running, biking, sparing and climbing.

I guess my point if I even have one is If you are anything like me and you can give and work hard and still get your ass beat by life.  Whats left for life to bully when you are voluntarily kicking your own ass? That phrase “don’t sweat it”  fuck that, sweat it the fuck out literally.

(Source: bostonbrock, via frealsechs)

I was dressed embarrassment. 
I was dressed in wine. If you had a part of me, will you take you’re time? Even if I come back, even if I die Is there some idea to replace my life? 

I was dressed embarrassment. 

I was dressed in wine. 
If you had a part of me, will you take you’re time? 
Even if I come back, even if I die 
Is there some idea to replace my life? 

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@marissabishhhh Marissa Rivero

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@marissabishhhh Marissa Rivero

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Great day good workout. First real climb first ever bouldering.

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The Great  Abbye “Pudgy” Stockton - 1917 - 2006

HELL THE FUCK YES

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